I lose the will to live.

I spend much of the day in the Câmara Municipal discussing the still unresolved curva de Biquininha at the bottom of the quinta. I lose the will to live! With local elections due in October, there will be a new câmara and I fear that my submissions over the past two years will go to the bottom of the pile. All I want it is the wall rebuilding in local granite and thecaminho at the bottom of the quinta making good in return for my doação (donation) of the land to widen the road. As yet we still have no legal agreement two-and-a-half years after the bulldozers moved in unannounced.